dear devil, do let me go

i wish i could make this post
much and much better...
more exciting, bigger and more structured
(exactly the opposite of what my life looks like right now)

i am so sorry i can't at this moment,
because i am not home,
but in some place
where i am learning to take good care of myself again.

i promise i'll do the best i can
to post again soon
and make this blog more alive again

(as i am getting more alive again myself
every day)

do check out my TUMBLR
from time to time
if you like.